Month: October 2014
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eighteen till eternity
all the zeros behind me started making sense when you stood before me simply because You are My One
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camera angle
I would breath in my stomach and face the camera from my ‘right’ hair side I would not show my flabby arms and hide behind fake teeth less smiles You see I am used to not getting jokes I am used to people laughing around me I just don’t want to miss your joke too…
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Minnie mouse pillows
I checked my email a zillion times that day hoping he had replied I threw away my chocolate tray I could not accept I was denied How would he leave without an explanation? He was my dictionary and I was just a word’s definition I checked my email a zillion times the day after wishing…
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rotten bananas and flu
the special kind of misery she lives for the unique everlasting melancholy became the thing she would kill for for now she was her own enemy women like this are never free she can’t even run from herself she can’t let anyone see that she no more wants to define hell saving requires surrender and…
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advice from an almost cat lady
it started without a reason it became my reason and the thing that shattered me the most is that it ended without a reason just like how it started I have been looking for justifications ever since The answer is not blowing in the wind I have let the wind play with my hair The…
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A Huge Window and a squirrel on the tree
I was already missing you living tomorrow today I did not know what I was going to do without you next to me I did not know who was going to melt my stress away I am missing you living yesterday today I do not know who is going to warm my heart I do…
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How easy was that?
I was always hiding behind my headphones behind coffee mugs behind the I am working out from today phase behind the gallery of my broken hearts behind all the fat accumulated after eating cake and pizza and you mister found me even after all the confusing maze of songs,words,food and mood swings of shiny stardust…
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I don’t know what I would have done without you
when he shot me with his camera I felt a bullet in my heart I did not want to be remembered that way I did not want to look back and see what I looked like Ugly things and people are better forgotten I did not want a photograph to be one more reason I…
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Time after Time after Time
Before you I fit perfectly in my smile in my room in my dresses on my working table in the class room in my friends’ circle even in a congested train With you I found me I found home I understood life was not to fit but to be free After you I am not…
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