Pain

I can’t give this

                                                                     I won’t give this

                             This is mine

I will lock it inside of me

because

I can’t find a place to keep it

If I tell you

how this all started

where I got it from

You will laugh at me

Everyone does…

                                                                                                                                  You tell me I need to let this go

How can I?

This is all that I am

This is all that is mine