“Im doing it for you baby, I’m doing this for us!!!”
“But I don’t feel so, if I don’t feel so whats the point? “
“Why don’t u understand? ??? Why are u being so difficult to deal with??”
“I never wanted this…I never asked for this..how am I being difficult? ?”
“Don’t u dare be so selfish. ..You ungrateful dramatic peice of shit can’t u for once appreciate all the effort I’m putting in?”
“But baby all I want is to be with you I don’t want you to do all this..I don’t want the world to see all that u can do for me…why can’t this be a private affair?”
“But they should see!!! We are examples…they will be jealous of our pictures!!!!!! We are talked about all the time”
“But I do not want to be talked about. .I am jealous of how happy we look in the photos. ..because I don’t feel that happy…thats not our reality. baby lets sit and talk and sort things out”
“I already have a lot of shit to deal with and now you want me to sit and listen to u whine????
This is what my life has come to??
Deal with this!!!!!!!!!
Don’t be so immature people are dying to have what I give you”
“But baby I don’t want what you can give me..I just want you. ..”
“ISN’T THAT THE SAME THING?”“No…a home and a helping hand is not the same thing”“STOP SPEAKING IN RIDDLES”
“I just want you to be my home..not my help..because the only person who can save me is myself..”
“ARE YOU SAYING I’M NOT CAPABLE?”“This isn’t about you baby…it never was”
“Yes the world ALWAYS revolves around you…it’s ALWAYS about what YOU think and what you DON’T WANTDRAMA-QUEEN always trying to control things!!!’
long cold helpless sighs..)A pause..long enough to kill emotions and silent enough for you to start fearing sounds