He does not want to know
all that they can offer
He is still mad at them
for all that they took away
He is still wrathful
for the words they misused
He is traumatised
by their tongues
and has trust issues
He thinks they lie
on family shows on TV
why wouldn’t he?
it was never a part of his reality!
He won’t make new friends
He says its a lot of fuss
He won’t start conversation with strangers
He just does not want to know
That is the end of it
Because he does not believe in beginings
.. he just does not ….
he knows if he knows
he will change
and he is not fond of changes
he fears the unknown
but in god he trusts
he does not believe in shoulds
he believes in musts
he does not want to make a difference
maybe because he thinks people won’t forget
what they never knew..
He is saving the world
in every way he can
ย he is still not over
what he remembers
why would he want
to give something
difficult to forget?