Hello
I hope you remember me
I am the girl you lost
to cigarettes and clubs
to prostitutes and cheap pubs
I am the genie
from the bottle you did not rub
I just wanted to tell you
that it felt great
feeling small
in front of the things
you thought I was not
Well…. it took me a while
to understand
that I would not to be an ”adjective”
or a ”compliment”
in someone else’s life
And now all that I am doing
is being
instead of becoming
and I wrote all this to you
so that you never forget
that I never took the darkness you gifted
as a curse but as a blessing
and also
thank you for cracking up my heart
Now I feel as special as Harry Potter
My heart looks like it has thunderstorm and lightnings
Like it is this cool strong thing that has signs that it was fiercly alive
How fucking cool is that?
I do not wear the ”fragile” sign anymore
I just handle myself with care
you are amazing
for being such a douche
because of you
I am so thankful for the someone in my life
and know all the people he is not going to be
Thank-you so much for trying to ruin my life
Now I am not scared anymore
like wow
I think I am fear-drained
If that is possible
Is that possible?
Oh wait
that is a question I have stopped asking
I just go do it
I do not let anyone tell me I can’t
(btw nice try I am still fascinated by happy endings and believe in it with all my heart even if you said I would never get one)
Sign
Pity
and
nothing less
Bye
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