she
ties infinity in her head
like hair strands
with a rubber band
that almost puts things to place
she
knows they only know what you reveal
yet does not care showing all she knows
does not even bother becoming friends with ”them”
because friends make the worst enemies
she
remembers you
and all that you did with her
specially things that you did to her
will affect
all the men that would be passing in her life
she
never forgets to remember you
because you were the one
because of who she started tying her hair in a bun
you did not like bangs on her face
you would be irritated
by hair strands on her face
by her face
by her hair
and by her
she
still does not leave her hair open
in hope that someday you would see her accidentally
and not be irritated
that you would somehow say hello and sorry
and help her loosen her hair tie
and tell her its alright…
she
knows that you are only what you show them
she does not show any signs of her
only all signs of you
even though it means tying her infinite self
in her head like hair strands in a rubber band
because
without
you
she
does not want to be herself.
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