Author: raetherainbow

  • CHAPTER 6

    CHAPTER 6

    I HAVE SARAH KAY’S BOOK IN MY BAG……IT’S A SIGNED COPY GOD DAMN IT  I am so damn happy that I feel the urge to write in CAPS .I am so happy that I went to a nearby kirana pasal and bought two packets of exclusive air because I felt too fabulous for free air….no…

  • CHAPTER 5

    CHAPTER 5

    Sometimes I feel my existence is more invalid than the zebra crossings of Kathmandu’s streets…I work and work and work….I listen I respond…I think of ideas and put efforts…and then I am invisible because taking a half day leave when you are unwell is murdering your career and throwing acid on your career’s face. The…

  • Chapter 4

    Chapter 4

    Life without the f is a lie if you know what I mean….yeah without giving a single ef about what is going around I make other people’s lies my truth and create my happiness around a rainbow bubble that does not exist for anyone else but me. I am so efin done with being a…

  • CHAPTER 3

    CHAPTER 3

    The reason I write is because it is my religion…this is how I pray…this is how my prayers are answered….this is how God exists for me and this is how I find my calm…this is how I heal myself. It has been working to some extent because I am this ball of expression and I…

  • CHAPTER 2 :

    CHAPTER 2 :

    Aastha Tamang Maskey’s songs have been saving me for the past few days and  she is not even aware of  how she is changing my life 🙂 That is the best part of being an artist and expressing yourself truly you know….you never know what you do might change who how….that is beautiful ….its extraordinary…

  • CHAPTER 1

    CHAPTER 1

    I am 22 years old and I am having a major quarter life crisis.I am not ashamed to admit this and by no way does this mean I am losing the game.I have not given up on life.I am not a grey dustball that needs to be thrown into the garbage bin….I am just lost…..and…

  • my whole life is a life moment infinity

    my whole life is a life moment infinity

    I am stuck between yesterday and tomorrow pretty shocked to know that the spaces in between is not today

  • lets reciprocate

    I want all my secrets back I want everything I gave you I want you again but you don’t want me again I want all my secrets back  I want you

  • Jealousy

    Jealousy

    I have a dog named Honey She is mostly in chains but she is always free because even if she is a bitch in reality she doesn’t give a shit about that she does not think it is an insult to be a female dog and runs around and chases butterflies with hopes that she…

  • PUZZLES

    PUZZLES

    I am looking for a place to place the blame so that I can live in peace so that I have the right to be angry and say mean things that I do not mean but all I am doing is dying piece by piece because we don’t fit anywhere any more