Author: raetherainbow

  • Why I never want a husband like Ram

    Why I never want a husband like Ram

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    If you are wondering who Ram is you are not Hindu….Ram is the  man of Hindus he is THE MAN Noone can be manlier than Ram ever!!! Like what hasn’t Ram done ?? Ram picked up the Shiva dhanus like it was a toothpick ,he went into the wild for fourteen years and survived because…

  • why dont you deal with it?

    why dont you deal with it?

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    she ties infinity in her head like hair strands with a rubber band that almost puts things to place she knows they only know what you reveal yet does not care showing all she knows  does not even bother becoming friends with ”them” because friends make the worst enemies she remembers you and all that…

  • Chapter 15

    Chapter 15

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    This is the time I think I am not capable of any human relationship.I am not meant for nothing….because I am nothing. Things get screwed up easily,and there is no hope of getting better….things just get worse…and just when I think it could not get any worse than that….someone surprises me out of the blue…and…

  • Gender

    Gender

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    You tell me not to spread my legs if I do  end up being  something wrong I don’t even ‘do’ something wrong I am ”wrong” but if I dont How will I cover  distances? How will universe start? How will you know how art feels like when it pumps your blood? How will you ever…

  • chapter 12

    chapter 12

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    I miss my freinds.I miss myself when I was with them.I miss being stupid and positive….I miss smiling and everything in between.I used to laugh with my roommate till my stomach hurt every single day…and here smiling is  a pain in the ass. I cant even curse…cos that is not what decent girls do…decent girls…

  • Facts

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    I am not be here until long No amount of apologies Or regrets Will bring me back I hope you can live with that

  • slow typing in a dark room

    slow typing in a dark room

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    I wish the darkness inspired me to be the moon or even a firefly would be more than fine but I am surrounded by so much of it that I don’t remember what it is and what is mine I wish I was a poem born from pain or even a paragraph about how it…

  • chapter 13

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    If I had a girlfriend who put me before everything else in her world.I would celebrate her existence with all my heart.If she cared about my family and what to gift to them on special occasions,and if she worried about what my teenage cousin would feel if I did not get her the justin beiber…

  • Chapter 11

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    There is nothing right in my life And whatever is left I don’t know if I am strong enough to go through that

  • Conversations

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    “is there anything I can do for you?” “yes,please be here for me.” “that I can’t…” “mm” “anything else?” “I’m looking for something to look forward,I am hopeless.” “but a lot more worse things are going to come,you are not the person I knew before….Aren’t you supposed to overcome this already?” “I’m sorry I’m such…