Category: QUARTER LIFE CRISIS

  • Chapter 10

    It feels like I am not supposed to be here or anywhere as a matter of fact, People who occasionally visit me can’t stop themselves from calling me fat,ugly and things like how I’m going to end up alone What they don’t realise is I am already alone. My only freinds are those I don’t…

  • CHAPTER 9

    CHAPTER 9

    Diseases are not cured overnight…and distances created are not covered..sometimes not even in a lifetime. If you know anyone with depression,help that person out…no matter how busy you are…because you never know when will be the last time you see them… http://www.helpguide.org/articles/depression/helping-a-depressed-person.htm here is a link you could copy paste and see how you could…

  • chapter 8

    my depression does not seem to distance itself from me its just that people and dreams that keep on maintaining their distances…it seems I look like a demon to them.   I am not ashamed of being depressed…but I will admit I am tired of this disease I am almost tired of momos….that is how…

  • CHAPTER 7

    CHAPTER 7

    It takes less than Rs 20 for me to cover the distance that transforms me from Tukku to Digital Marketing Manager whose designation is a communications assistant  because a fresh graduate is not supposed to be in a senior post. In that journey of around 20 mins,on days I forget my earphones home I listen…

  • CHAPTER 6

    CHAPTER 6

    I HAVE SARAH KAY’S BOOK IN MY BAG……IT’S A SIGNED COPY GOD DAMN IT  I am so damn happy that I feel the urge to write in CAPS .I am so happy that I went to a nearby kirana pasal and bought two packets of exclusive air because I felt too fabulous for free air….no…

  • CHAPTER 5

    CHAPTER 5

    Sometimes I feel my existence is more invalid than the zebra crossings of Kathmandu’s streets…I work and work and work….I listen I respond…I think of ideas and put efforts…and then I am invisible because taking a half day leave when you are unwell is murdering your career and throwing acid on your career’s face. The…

  • Chapter 4

    Chapter 4

    Life without the f is a lie if you know what I mean….yeah without giving a single ef about what is going around I make other people’s lies my truth and create my happiness around a rainbow bubble that does not exist for anyone else but me. I am so efin done with being a…

  • CHAPTER 3

    CHAPTER 3

    The reason I write is because it is my religion…this is how I pray…this is how my prayers are answered….this is how God exists for me and this is how I find my calm…this is how I heal myself. It has been working to some extent because I am this ball of expression and I…

  • CHAPTER 2 :

    CHAPTER 2 :

    Aastha Tamang Maskey’s songs have been saving me for the past few days and  she is not even aware of  how she is changing my life 🙂 That is the best part of being an artist and expressing yourself truly you know….you never know what you do might change who how….that is beautiful ….its extraordinary…

  • CHAPTER 1

    CHAPTER 1

    I am 22 years old and I am having a major quarter life crisis.I am not ashamed to admit this and by no way does this mean I am losing the game.I have not given up on life.I am not a grey dustball that needs to be thrown into the garbage bin….I am just lost…..and…